I have done it all, mountainbiking, judo, horsebackriding, tae bo, spinning, soccer, tennis, aqua gym, ... and I can continue. But for a couple of years I have been running and exercising in my living room.
I have done more sit-ups than normal people, I remember there was I time when I woke up at 6 a.m to do 1000 sit-ups before going to school. I have bought weights, dumbells,... I've downloaded videos, searched youtube and bought dvds! I can remember training every single evening...
It had is low and highs, there were times when I could run 15 km easily, some days I could only run for 30minutes...
Last year I was exercising around 2 hours a day, which is a lot. Now I have slow back to only 1 hour, which is hard!
My body needs to exercise, I need to perform some kind of exercising every single day! Sometimes I start to realise, that it has become insane. I can't keep up with this schedule. I'm afraid of finding a job,without the possibility to exercise!
It's addictive like a drug, my runners high.. I need it!
Those days when I can easily run for 50/60 minutes, I feel wonderful, I feel great. I could conquer the world that day!
I know it's not normal, I know my body doesn't look like I do all this hard work!
But I need it, otherwise, I couldn't possibly drink and eat everything I want like I do now!
I need my runners' high
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